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Last Night I had an Exotic Dream

2nd Bias: Hyukjae 10 Favourite Pictures

 Credits to the owners. Thanks a lot for taking and uploading these amazing pictures :) 

*& again it was very hard to choose. When there were only 11 pictures left, I started to procrastinate a lot ‘cause I just didn’t know which one to eliminate. But then I finally was able to choose. :)

“A person with inner beauty is truly a beautiful person.” Well, I’m not actually quite sure how this quote went, but I know there is this quote which point of the quote is that someone who has inner beauty, is beautiful from the outside as well or so… Well, & we all know that this is usually not true. & that even if we don’t like the thought & we deny it, it is actually the truth that everyone looks at the physical appearance first. [ You get my point now , right? :)] & now you are like why are you telling me this ? o.O

The reason is because you know how most quotes like these aren’t true as I explained before? I believe that this quote is true in Eunhyuk’s case. I love Eunhyuk or actually Hyukjae just as he is. I do love his personality as well as his looks. However, I’m sure that if I wouldn’t have known Hyukjae’s personality better, I probably wouldn’t quite have liked him as I do now.

I remember when I first knew about Super Junior and the little bits, I barely recognized Hyukjae. & as mean as it sounds it was probably because at the beginning he wasn’t as handsome as he is now. & as cute. But when I look back now, I think he was super cute and adorable.

If I get it right, then I think it’s because by now I learned a lot about his personality. How cute and shy he can be. So absolutely random and funny, but at the same time so honest and serious.

I know people that don’t see Hyukjae as I do now. They don’t see why I find him so adorable or why I find him really and I mean seriously handsome or sometimes even a super gorgeous Jewel guy. & I think that is because usually they do not know about his personality, or I guess they don’t like his personality not to mention his looks. But then again, that does not often happen. Well, for me it wouldn’t be imaginable if that would be the case. But I’m not to tell anyone, so I have to tolerate with it that everyone has different opinions.

Anyways, then let me get started about my thoughts on Eunhyuk or actually Hyukjae. I love how he is just so spontaneous, random and always funny, even if he does not intend to be. He just an hilarious person with a super cute and great sense of humor. In all those variety shows he is I could die from laughing because of his funny stories and comments and to forget his actions and so. But his randomness of things is super cute too which again makes him a hilarious person. I just don’t know but I love it.

Another personality I love that comes after his randomness and humor is that he often just expresses his own honest opinion and thoughts. I do need to say that not everyone can express their opinion that honest and easily as Hyukjae, & it’s amazing. He sometimes gets so serious about things but I mean he is often right, if you would actually think about it, before like usual other members would interfere and make a joke out of it. I sometimes feel sorry for him, but it’s still funny and cute.

Appaerance wise, for me there is no question if he’s handsome or not. Obviously, he is. & My goodness on of the top 3 handsomest guys on this planet. Well, at least for me. I don’t understand why the members called him ugly and so in the 5JIB. That was actually quite mean of them. & I know that it was just for fun & it is just adorable how he would say that he is going to tell his mother. Cutie~ But, I think somewhere he was hurt with those words, I mean it’s like bullying. It does leave a few scares behind. Even if they are called “forgotten” or so. I’m really sorry for him, because he is indeed super handsome. I mean, dude. He is such a Bishy. He is so well trained and muscular. Not just abs or a six pack, I could bet that it might be an eight-pack :’D keke~ & I do love his super muscular arms. *urgh* Even if they are muscular, he still seems kind of thin. & his Jawline. GOSH! Never ever seen one this sharp & gorgeous. & I never thought of being that attracted to a jawline. & I honestly believe that his *Gummy* Smile his incredibly adorable & cute. I guess there is more to continue on Hyukjae’s looks, but I think I’m going to stop here for now :)

I love his performance in ‘I wanna love you’, because he shows himself off & it’s just so sexy. (Donghae OF COURSE too! :’)) & his singing/rapping & dancing abilities were just indescribable. This leads me to his singing/rapping & dancing.

Hyukjae is definitely ‘The Dancing Machine’ (Sorry, Kyu :’P) But I’m serious, since Super Junior’s debut he must have been the best dancer followed closely by Donghae (keke~ Sorry.) I don’t know, but when Hyukjae dance then it looks so natural like everything is so easy, but I guess it’s just in his blood to dance this well. & he improves from year to year a lot :) Like that super seducing body wave of his abs in the beginning of ‘I wanna love you’. My point is just that he is an legendary dancer, &  since I don’t know how to describe further on somebody’s dancing skill’s I’m going to leave it like that :)

So even if his vocals are not quite the best, he is still quite good. & he is improving a lot. & I got to say in his live performances that include vocals he does have some depth & richness in it. Other wise I think he really deserved that award for the best rapper, along Minho. Because well, for me, I think he is one of the best rappers in this world, ‘cause he raps so calm & along the melody & I don’t know but it’s awesome :’D

In conclusion, Hyukjae is a good person & very handsome as well :))

By Thanh Jihu (lovelyhae13)

keke~ I hoped you enjoyed it :) 


Other Bias (2nd Bias): Kyuhyun 10 Favourite Pictures

Credits to their Owners. Thanks a lot for uploading them & letting me find them somehow. I really love these pictures :))

It took me a while to choose them >.< 

Once you get into Super Junior and get to know their personalities, Kyuhyun is definitely a person that will own big space from your heart. To get to the point,  ever since I have actually known about Kyuhyun’s personality I have been a huge fan of his. & Kyuhyun has since then taken a very high place in my heart. & it is still be growing, the more I get to know about him.

First of all, I’d like to start off with how I really appreciate and think that Kyuhyun is truly an amazing person. He must have a lot of strength. & with that I might not mean the physical strength, but his mental strength and ability. I’m sure that he must have had a hard time when he joined Super Junior, because maybe (& I’m not trying to offend anyone) the Super Junior members have not accepted him from the very beginning as well as ELF did not. But after all those difficulties, he stayed strong and hung on & kept trying is best. & soon everyone started accepting or at least tolerate with him. It is super hard to keep going like that, although you know that the majority is against you. & to that he had keep his academics high scored as well. So much pressure would have killed me. But Kyuhyun managed to do it :) I must thank everyone who supported Kyuhyun at those times, because maybe the support of a small person might not seem much, but for Kyuhyun, I’m certain he really needed that support to stand straight. & I must thank the CEO for putting Kyuhyun into Super Junior and the Super Managers, because although he had this hard ship & I’m sure they were standing behind him, & thank god to his mental strength he continued and just look and see how far Kyuhyun got? I’m really proud of him for that.

Super Junior would not be ‘Super Junior’ without Kyuhyun in my opinion. It’s like hands, he just can’t miss. I thank Jesus that the CEO decided Kyuhyun to join Super Junior as the last and 13th member. I can’t imagine Super Junior without Kyuhyun at all. Because it would be the missing personality which I will get to later and of course his voice.

I believe that Kyuhyun has the greatest and best voice in Super Junior, & as much as I love Donghae and his voice, Kyu’s  is still more desirable. Every time I hear his voice little goose pimples form on my skin. It’s just so creamy but at the same time a little rough and greasy, which just makes it sound so rich and still soft. His voice is relaxing and soothing my heart tenderly. Worries and stress can just disappear, while I could drown in the world where his voice is the only thing to be heard. It’s just so hard to describe is perfect voice which I adore so much. I really must thank Jesus and your father for giving Kyuhyun his lovely voice, and the ability for him to extend his singing abilities. I also thank them, because it must have been a miracle for Kyuhyun to survive in the car accident as well as giving back his singing ability. I don’t know & I don’t even want to know, what would have happened if he would have lost his singing ability. Super Junior sure wouldn’t be as great as they are now & not to forget that singing is one of the most important things to Kyuhyun, taking that away from him would have probably caused him to break down forever >.< Nevertheless, a miracle happened and he kept his wonderful voice & I can already see his bright future in front of him living happily ever after? :)

Kyuhyun is known for his great gaming ability, laziness, academic high-scores, cuteness, awkwardness, humor, good looks, his creppyness, his sharp tongue and other things. I honestly like these characteristics  a lot, because  they really make him a terrific idol. I just can’t help to find it absolutely adorable whenever he smiles or like when he’s acting innocent or like when he widens his eyes. It’s  just so cute *u*. I can’t even describe how I feel towards it, that I find it that cute that I smile too. & really his perfection and good looks are just simply killing. & this includes his cutie lips and super precious and valueable hands.*yes, I love his hands *u* Really his looks are extremely ‘KYAAAAA~’ I can’t find any other words right now :’D But you know he also doesn’t always wear make-up or just very little make-up, & then you can see like his not-so perfect skin, but I still like it :) If you have read my post about Donghae then you would know, because it’s again about the of being too perfect.

I like his personality also a lot, because yes I find it incredibly adorable when he’s so awkward as it is just one of his characters. & not only that I just really find him an amusing person. How he always acts older than his Hyungs & teases them so much *This Evil Guy :’) * and acts like a kid sometimes, although I don’t think he’s like a little kid, he’s more like a 10 year brat. But so cute and really awkward & funny. I mean it’s so funny & cute how he loves eating and playing games. I mean I don’t know any other idol that is really like that. The one and only Idol Gamer Cho :’D  Gosh. I really love his way of thinking and just spilling it out like that :’D Oh his sharp tongue :’))

Kyuhyun is seriously someone I would love to meet in real life.  Just for at least once. I just want to experience at least once in my whole life his unique character & his perfection in like ‘real’. Even if he seems to be that ‘Evil Maknae’, It’s a 100% sure that he loves and caresses is fans a lot. 

   Stay strong and Healthy & keep up your great effort , Cho. I love and support you, Kyuhyun. <3

-Thanh Jihu- (By myself)

I think it turned out to be quite short >.<

& for everyone who read all of it, I’m very thankful & I hope you enjoyed reading it :))


Ultimate Bias: Donghae 10 Favourite Pictures

credit of the pictures to their owner. Thanks for letting me find them. Because they are beautiful :))

It was so so hard to choose :’)

It’s always said that there are thousands, and thousands of reason why someone or for me specifically Donghae is my bias, but honestly if I were to try counting and listing them now, I would say that It’d be never ending, but the truth is that I would not be able to think of so many, I would guess that I would barely reach 100 reasons. That’s why this text is actually a little difficult for me to write, but there are still lots of things that I could say why I love him that much although it might not always sound like something very special about him but I feel like everything can be special about him. It’s hard to describe all my feeling towards him, because it’s as hard as to describe water. It’s just never enough to completly describe it or it’s just impossible to describe.

First of all, he was actually always from the first time I actually tried looking at the member and not just the Music Video, I liked Donghae the most. Yes, I was just Elementary school, but when my sister asked me the first time of the video Happiness who I liked the most, I chose him. And nowadays I just find everything about him great. Every little thing that he does and just the way he is.

To start off, I think Donghae is one the most sweetest Guys on this whole entire planet. He can be so sweet, cute and adorable, from his personality to his looks. Just his smile could make my whole world bright up. (This is so cheesy. xD but I can’t help it) but his smile is always so sweet. Even when he’s trying to tease or be mean to others in the end he’s always suppressing a smile which is just so cute. I can’t express how I feel towards it just to see him smiling and be happy. It’s like every time he is happy, I am happy too. And when I felt like he was not in the best mood, and he starts smiling, it’s like a stone drops from my heart, as a smile forms on my lips.

Starting from his inside values, I really as I already said adore his cute and sweet personality. I love the fact that he is a quite romantic person, although I wouldn’t personally like it too cheesy, I love when it’s at least a little cheesy and fluffy, because that means that he cares and that he has true feelings. Another reason for loving him is that he such an honest person and does expresses his true feelings. & I know he does hide a few or many secrets, but he has revealed so many of them already, and when he doesn’t, I’m sure he has reasonable arguments.

Since I’m now probably going to start talking about his facial features and looks, I have to that his facial features are truly flawless, every single bit of it.  Starting from his beautiful skin, well, I feel like all Koreans have pretty skin. My Korean friends have very milky skin, and it is quite soft >.< Donghae’s skin and hair is obviously always perfect when they perform & it is just so gorgeous and it makes him really look amazing. I can’t find words to describe his looks. I could say that he just looks perfect, but no he doesn’t always, like everyone has some days where they don’t look good. He gets pimples too, & I can’t help to love seeing him, even with flaws. That makes him realistic and human for me. It doesn’t make him less human to be an Idol. I just feel like people who don’t have flaws, or mistakes are too perfect which makes them for me unrealistic. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing to not have any mistakes , but it’s just that “Perfection” for me, just seems too far and untouchable, unachievable and unreachable.

Anyhow, back to Donghae. I would love to actually get lost in those dark brown eyes of his in real. & then loveliest  thing ever would happen, he would eye smile and I’d fall back, because cloud number 7 just came to stop by. I’m loving it when he is smiling, as well as “eye-smiling”. I can’t help it and I can’t exactly describe my feeling towards that expression. Let’s just say I adore it & he really is lovely. Oh, & I used to occasionally think of him as a really cute puppy because he was just always so cute, like a puppy :’D Nevertheless, ever since the 5JIB I had stopped thinking so, because he seemed so mature. I mean even in Bonamana Era I saw him as a cute puppy. But then there was this Selca he took with Heechul where they had like only a (tank) top for the upper part of the body on & I can just say that his arms looked so worked out and strong. So muscular. I mean, even if Donghae is oh-so cute and adorable the thought of him being a puppy is just not in optional anymore. Because that picture seriously just flashes by & the thought of him being a puppy now just disappears. & lastly. He is and can be like the hottest & sexiest Man/Guy. But he is also so so so so cute, adorable and bishy (<- Short for Bishounen who is basically a cute, beautiful or pretty guy).

Donghae’s voice might not be that that super duper special and great, but it’s still beautiful, because it’s so soft, sweet and creamy, a little rich and just giving a relaxing and warm atmosphere. & his rapping is just awesome. I mean he’s a good rapper :D & his dancing … Oh my. It’s so cool, I mean he is seriously hot & a great dancer. I don’t really know how to describe someone’s dancing skills so I’m just going to leave it in him have great quality in his dancing skills :))

And for the very end, I am pretty sure he is very popular and has loads of fans, and knows it, but he what I love is that he makes his fans exclusive and let’s them feel special.

I love him, for everything. Donghae is an unique guy. Someone hard to ever find again in a million. Inside still a kid, but everyone is, right? But always the oh-so sweet and cute and bishy and nice guy, as well as the one of the burning hottest man ever existing. But from his looks and personality, he’s for me like a living Manga male character. I’m serious. Ever read those love triangle mangas? He’s like one of those almost unrealistic so attractive and super sweet characters, but living. Like he had walked out of the manga, like Kyuhyun would say and I honestly need to agree to that. Well, there is something that is different though except the fact that he is living, the male main characters are all straight-A students with studying or without, either way. Well, as much as I know Donghae was not one of the top students… Anyways, he still has the other characteristics :))

-Thanh Jihu- (By myself)

I honestly didn’t expect it to be this long …

& for everyone who read all of it, I’m very thankful & I hope you enjoyed reading it :))